an indulgent need desisting drama / negativity yet I’ve witnessed…. a polar state from positive out of care, no chastisements no judgments, only melancholy echoes of melodies never painted clouds turned to dryness seeking solace I know, I’m not what you expected so little in life ever is expectations whither veins ruby red singing madness-… Continue reading A thin sphere,
in the sun’s mourning light searching for any spark in your eye. What are you thinking right now in your medicated haze mixed pain? Why do we always ask why when why doesn’t give a shit. Like deserving what we get get’s us what we deserve. Who decides these things, like perverse justice. Trying… Continue reading Trying to find thanks…
I often wondered what my cousin’s thoughts & feelings were before taking the plunge. What level of hopelessness & despair must one feel to throw it all away? Was it anything close to what I’m feeling? Don’t think I’m ready to take that plunge…still holding on to life, though I don’t know why.
The sum of a person is not mathematical when the smallest of integers hold the greatest value.